Hidup yang menguji

Dah lama sungguh aku tak write on something. Bz? Barangkali juga. Bz mencari keje. BUkan mudah juga rupanya mencari keje. Tak kira la ko ada SPM ke, Bach Degree ke, Masters ke, takde pengalaman, ada pengalaman, good in English, Excellent in ENglish, bodoh langsung. errr.... Kalau dah nama takde rezeki, tak dpt juga. Pengalaman aku mencari keje masa fresh grad dulu dgn pengalaman skrg ni masih sama. Down bila tak dpt keje. Down bila p interview and then kena hentam cukup2. Down bila tau kawan2 yg mmg fresh giler2 and takde pnegalaman dah dpt keje tp aku yg dah bertahun2 keje pun tak keje2 lagi. Sedih weh! bila pk2 balik rasa macam nak mengamuk je tiap2 hari. Tapi bila pk2 balik dan pk2 balik lagi... ngamuk tiap2 hari pun tak guna gak kalu keje masih tak dpt. Lantas, aku pun cuba la bersabar. think positive. Allah kan dah janji, selagi kita masih hidup, pasti ada rezeki untuk kita, walaupun hanya sesuap nasi. Maka... sehingga kini.... aku masih pemburu pekerjaan yang setia.
p/s: kalu korang ada keje kosong nak kasik tau kat aku, kasik la tau ek. :D

Pelangi itu temanku

Segaris pelangi yang aku idamkan dulu,
Kini bagai perlahan berarak pergi,
Satu,
Satu warnanya yang pernah menawan aku,
Pudar dan menyepi,
Ia buat aku tertanya-tanya,
Mengapa ia perlu hadir mewarna ceriaku,
Jika akhirnya dia hilang sepi,
Tiada lambaian (kerana pelangi tidak berlengan?)
Tiada juga ucapan pergi (kerana pelangi tidak berkata-kata?)
Lalu,
Aku bertanya pada hati,
Di mana tempatnya setelah ia berarak hilang?
Hati menjawab,
“Jika pelangi yang pergi itu pernah mewarnai hatimu, simpanlah memori yang manis-manis jauh dimindamu. Moga tika teringatkan yang pahit-pahit, masih ada rasionalmu, untuk menyingkap yang manis-manis tika bersama dulu”.
Aku mengeluh,
Kerana pastinya,
Benakku masih terus memikir,
Saat hilangnya pelangi yang pernah mewarna ceriaku,
Aku benar-benar merinduinya.

Nurul's wedding

Kelmarin, aku sempat gak p kenduri Nurul. Dengan niat nak jumpa sekali le geng2 kino aku. Iskkk... tapi cuma nampak Nai, Yati dengan Zah je... hmmm... takpe la. Jadi la. Ubat rindu aku. Aku tak sempat jumpa Nurul Tengok dari jauh je. Lawa. hehehe... Mmg mcm permaisuri dengan raja pung. Anyway, tahniah untuk Nurul and Khaliq. Bersatu gak diorang akhirnya.

Assalamualaikum

Assalamualaikum. Hmm.. isn't it a good beginning for every meeting? Well, I don't really practice it. It depends on my mood. However, it is a must if I enter a house, even an empty house and whenever I enter a musolla or a mosque. And many know that to answer the salam is wajib. Compulsory. Mandatory. With loud voice. The good thing about salam? To initate good relationship and strengthen the group binding among muslims.
And due to that, I am so frustrated. I enter a musolla at my workplace. I give salam. And no one answers. Bad? I dunno what to say. But is it because they do not know me, they simple ignore my entrance.
COrrect me if I am wrong. The world comes to an end when a muslim gives salam to his known muslims only. "Tanda2 hari kiamat tu bila orang muslim memberi salam pada org2 yg dikenali sahaja."
Oho... takutnya aku! The world is almost to an end.

after three weeks

Arini 31/5/2007. genap 11 hari aku wat cataloging. perghh... 11 hari baru siap satu troli. agaknya kalau aku dok keje kat sini, mesti byk back log ek. warghhkakakka.... average sehari ada la dalam 13 buah buku. tu kira campur original cataloging dengan copy cat la (bukan cat meoww...meoww... tapi short form for cataloging)
it was not that tough. I think I can do it. It just a matter of time. and frequency of doing it. Cataloging is like doing mathematics. If you miss one day, you will wondering around the next day. Need to refresh before start doing it as usual. Okay, ada sapa nak blajo cataloging dgn che'? Zai??? Heheheh....

Agak-agak berapa harga year??

Yesterday, I had my late lunch at a food court in Giant Kelana Jaya. I had my favorite Thai Jawa Fried Rice as my other favorite Sizzling Yee Mee had finished. "Maaf kak, yee mee dah habis". Ok fine. That's one thing. Then I asked my hubby to buy for me ABC since I had been looking for it almost two weeks. Just to get the best ABC. Then he brought along the ABC together with his sugarcane juice. Well, the ABC cost 2.50. Look nice. With red syrup color, green selasih and creamy corn. Yummy!!!
Sadly, when I dug in the mounted ABC, haa??? it did not worthy. Few red beans, few jelly with multiple colors... and... that is it! I felt mad a bit. Susu pekat? Very few. Even the taste wasnt that gud. Man! I expected to have some peanuts, red beans, a bit cendol, and some more that can create an ABC. Gila betul!!!! isshh.... that 2.50 actually can cost only RM 1. See, how much that they got profit.