The activities are slowing down

This week is under controlled as compared to last week. Last week and a week before and a week before that was bad. But, I am a little bit down. Just wish that the spotlight will go over me. Anyway, I just want to keep silent as I feel that I am useless and no one wants me. So I guess, silent is better even though my heart really want to join the crowd. The only thing that I see is, aku dilanda sindrom SS kot. In fact, no one sees me. Haha.... Bila aku dah mula merepek, kepala pun dah mula tak betul, lebih baik la aku cepat-cepat berhenti....